racing

when everyone is running towards the same goal..

you are left back because you are taking a step too small..

you felt hopeless when you ant see anyone behind you..

shall yo keep on running? or should you just walk??

or should you leave the race??

why are you still moving on??

the rewards at the end of line??

your pride as a racer??

or you really want to reach the goal??

is there ever such pure determination??

running towards a goal because you really do want to reach that goal???

for me..

i guess...

i run because i have to run..

I'm ordered to run...

but I'm hopeless while my feet keep marching forward..

aargh..

get me of of this feeling..

i want my heart and feet march forward simultaneously..