racing

when everyone is running towards the same goal..

you are left back because you are taking a step too small..

you felt hopeless when you ant see anyone behind you..

shall yo keep on running? or should you just walk??

or should you leave the race??

why are you still moving on??

the rewards at the end of line??

your pride as a racer??

or you really want to reach the goal??

is there ever such pure determination??

running towards a goal because you really do want to reach that goal???

for me..

i guess...

i run because i have to run..

I'm ordered to run...

but I'm hopeless while my feet keep marching forward..

aargh..

get me of of this feeling..

i want my heart and feet march forward simultaneously..

sleep

how many hours of sllep do you consider sufficient and adequate??

is there a truth on medical student shall have less sleep  compare to others..

darn! another life's good thing been taken away..

by:sleep-deprived medical student....

waahahahah..

its quite contradict though..

living in a shared house with other medical students...i found out that me who claimed to be sleep-deprived is actually the one with most numerous sleeping time..

well..

sometimes..you felt that you had done enough...

but the truth is...

its not even starting how could you say its done???

dont be satisfied with what you have but wonder why aren't you be doing things that you haven't done..

but of course this only implies on positive attitude..

not necessarily to be a popular action...but something that you sure are ethically right...

Leisure

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.
No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.
No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.
No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night.
No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.
No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.
A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

William Henry Davies, 1871-1940

nice poet and what a nice timing when i encounter it..

true enough..i dont even have time to stop and think what to eat today but i can just digg in the fridge and reach what ever i food is there..

the deadline is here..the exams are around the corner..

shall i stop to pause and rest for a while?

shall i take a break and reflect of what ever i did hours before..

or shall i just pause to take an empty glare outside the window..

in the end,

i shall just sigh cause thats all i can do..

stopping is something i could never think of as time is running while i'm still walking..